If language were liquid It would be rushing in Instead here we are In a silence more eloquent Than any word could ever be work is getting better. calculus is not. jess...are you alive? i think im going to be a weight lifter in the olympics one day. gosh...what a great one i would be. world famous

while my dad had my car, he cant remember ever having to pay for repairs or serious things that were wrong with it. since the moment i recieved this car...this is what it tells me, I HATE YOU!! SPEND EVERY LAST PENNY YOU HAVE ON ME!!!!  so now i owe my parents almost $200 because of this beautful, lovely car. and apparently my cv valves are leaking, so to have them repaired is another $300. i dont even know what that is. geez. 

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on a happier note! this school year is going to be a breeze. im only doing 2 subjects and im finishing early. i cant wait.

i'll be the grapes fermented, bottled and
served with the table set in my finest suit
like a perfect gentleman.
i'll be the fire escape that's bolted to the
ancient brick where you will sit and
contemplate your day.

i'll be the waterwings that save you if you
start drowning in an open tab when your
judgement's on the brink.
i'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite
albums back as your lying there drifting off
to sleep.
i'll be the platform shoes and undo what
heredity's done to you: you won't have to
strain to look into my eyes.
i'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped
straight to the throat with the collar up so
you won't catch cold.

i want to take you far away from the cynics in this
town and kiss you on the mouth.
we'll cut our bodies free from the tethers of
this scene, start a brand new colony
where everything will change, we'll give
ourselves new names (identities erased.)
the sun will heat the ground under our bare
feet in this brand new colony.
everything will change...